Dan: December 2007 Archives
有很多时候，一首歌，会在你的心中突然出现。就像是狠狠的把心中的悲伤都掏了出来。我以为我已不哭了。我以为我的心不会再痛了。我错了。我已经完完全全的失去了我自己。我只希望能早点找到解脱。我好累，好累。。。
深海 - 勇敢一点 - 赵传
就让我沈溺 爱深不见底 抵抗痛苦没有力气
我爱你从不盼你 回报万分之一 你不该走的那么彻底
就让我忘记 再回到过去 欺骗自己比较容易
我好想醉身海里 远离风风雨雨 拔掉我心上所有呼吸
怎知我情深似海 全都是泪来灌溉 困陷在感情深渊不能醒来
海越深越是平静越是冰冷 爱越深越是执着越是天真
我对你情深似海 你毫不眷恋离开 你教我怎么相信昨天存在
谁不想一旦付出就要精彩 偏偏你选择他来给你未来
就让我忘记 再回到过去 欺骗自己比较容易
我好想醉身海里 远离风风雨雨 拔掉我心上所有呼吸
怎知我情深似海 全都是泪来灌溉 困陷在感情深渊不能醒来
海越深越是平静越是冰冷 爱越深越是执着越是天真
我对你情深似海 你毫不眷恋离开 你教我怎么相信昨天存在
谁不想一旦付出就要精彩 偏偏你选择他来给你未来
我对你情深似海你毫不眷恋离开 你教我怎么相信昨天存在
谁不想一旦付出就要精彩 偏偏你选择他来给你未来
偏偏你选择他来给你未来
深海 - 勇敢一点 - 赵传
就让我沈溺 爱深不见底 抵抗痛苦没有力气
我爱你从不盼你 回报万分之一 你不该走的那么彻底
就让我忘记 再回到过去 欺骗自己比较容易
我好想醉身海里 远离风风雨雨 拔掉我心上所有呼吸
怎知我情深似海 全都是泪来灌溉 困陷在感情深渊不能醒来
海越深越是平静越是冰冷 爱越深越是执着越是天真
我对你情深似海 你毫不眷恋离开 你教我怎么相信昨天存在
谁不想一旦付出就要精彩 偏偏你选择他来给你未来
就让我忘记 再回到过去 欺骗自己比较容易
我好想醉身海里 远离风风雨雨 拔掉我心上所有呼吸
怎知我情深似海 全都是泪来灌溉 困陷在感情深渊不能醒来
海越深越是平静越是冰冷 爱越深越是执着越是天真
我对你情深似海 你毫不眷恋离开 你教我怎么相信昨天存在
谁不想一旦付出就要精彩 偏偏你选择他来给你未来
我对你情深似海你毫不眷恋离开 你教我怎么相信昨天存在
谁不想一旦付出就要精彩 偏偏你选择他来给你未来
偏偏你选择他来给你未来
I hate being patronized. I hate being lied to. I hate myself for being so weak, such a loser.
当心中的想念变成无法承受的伤痛，一切都变得不重要。
很奇怪, 在一周前, 我有感而发的写下了以上的一句话。但是，我不知道要怎么继续写下去。昨晚，我辗转难眠了一夜，梦中一直出现了她，总是在惊慌失错中惊醒。在某一次醒来，我在收音机上听到了一首歌．就那一句歌词，使我情不自禁的想要再听一遍。就让我在这里跟大家一起分享。
周惠 - 体温
没有你的天气是那么的寒冷
漫天厚厚的冰雪掩盖了这座城
感觉孤独就像是一根又一根利针
它毫不客气的扎得人心好疼
我轻轻的关上房间等你的门
随手敲醒了床上那盏睡著的灯
周围忧郁的空气有一种悲伤气氛
我坐在沈默的雾台上一直想著心里的人
寂寞变成了一种 体温
陪我在子夜无梦的时分
没有你的黑夜有一点深
找不到可以拥抱的灵魂
想念变成了一种 体温
燃烧在凌晨三点零五分
整个世界只有呼呼的风声
和一个只能跟空气说话的人
你怎么能够走得那样狠
让我的心从此孤单的很
我们的爱情也没有了体温
很奇怪, 在一周前, 我有感而发的写下了以上的一句话。但是，我不知道要怎么继续写下去。昨晚，我辗转难眠了一夜，梦中一直出现了她，总是在惊慌失错中惊醒。在某一次醒来，我在收音机上听到了一首歌．就那一句歌词，使我情不自禁的想要再听一遍。就让我在这里跟大家一起分享。
周惠 - 体温
没有你的天气是那么的寒冷
漫天厚厚的冰雪掩盖了这座城
感觉孤独就像是一根又一根利针
它毫不客气的扎得人心好疼
我轻轻的关上房间等你的门
随手敲醒了床上那盏睡著的灯
周围忧郁的空气有一种悲伤气氛
我坐在沈默的雾台上一直想著心里的人
寂寞变成了一种 体温
陪我在子夜无梦的时分
没有你的黑夜有一点深
找不到可以拥抱的灵魂
想念变成了一种 体温
燃烧在凌晨三点零五分
整个世界只有呼呼的风声
和一个只能跟空气说话的人
你怎么能够走得那样狠
让我的心从此孤单的很
我们的爱情也没有了体温
Over and done with
To be watched
- Stardust
- Lust Caution
- Beowulf
- Enchanted
- Hitman
- Heartbreak Kid
- Golden Compass
- Alvin and the Chipminks (12 Dec 2007)
- Warloads (13 Dec 2007) watched (16 Dec 2007)
To be watched
- I am Legend (25 Dec 2007)
- 30 Days of Night (maybe, when I've run out of movies to watch)
- Breath (27 Dec 2007)
- Inkheart
- Good Luck Chuck
The roller coaster ride of emotions are said to be experienced by adolescents going through their puberty period where the hormones are seeking to find its balance in the human body. I'm definitely way past my teenage years. In fact, I'm at the point where I can even consider myself old. Hence I guess my hormones should have sorted themselves out long ago.
So what is wrong with me?
Why am I having such extreme mood swings?
Why do I wake up in the middle of the night full of fears?
Why can't I sleep?
Why do I care so much for things that I should not have?
Where do I go from here? What do I have to go on? Had this conversation with one of my colleagues, was talking about what's the aim and goals of our pathetic life. The reply given me was "Most people will aimlessly go by day to day till the day they die".
Perhaps then we should just die earlier to save ourselves from this mindless, aimless, futile wandering?
Funny, but a friend contacted me when I posted the question on my MSN. She just broke up with her boyfriend one day before her 21st birthday. Had quite a long conversation with her, however, I found it quite odd as she was the one who initiated the separation. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm very "old-fashioned". Does devotion worth or mean anything in this present day context? Can you be with someone you do not have any feelings for? Can you try first and decide later? If you have feelings for the person and you're with him/her, why would you decide to separate path? If you have no feelings for the person, why be together in the first place? I don't think there's any right or wrong here, just how you feel with your heart that's all.
I do not have any answers, if I do, I won't be here right now. Perhaps I'm just doing myself in. Perhaps I must learn to stop listening to my heart and not let my feelings get the better of me.
So what is wrong with me?
Why am I having such extreme mood swings?
Why do I wake up in the middle of the night full of fears?
Why can't I sleep?
Why do I care so much for things that I should not have?
Where do I go from here? What do I have to go on? Had this conversation with one of my colleagues, was talking about what's the aim and goals of our pathetic life. The reply given me was "Most people will aimlessly go by day to day till the day they die".
Perhaps then we should just die earlier to save ourselves from this mindless, aimless, futile wandering?
Funny, but a friend contacted me when I posted the question on my MSN. She just broke up with her boyfriend one day before her 21st birthday. Had quite a long conversation with her, however, I found it quite odd as she was the one who initiated the separation. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm very "old-fashioned". Does devotion worth or mean anything in this present day context? Can you be with someone you do not have any feelings for? Can you try first and decide later? If you have feelings for the person and you're with him/her, why would you decide to separate path? If you have no feelings for the person, why be together in the first place? I don't think there's any right or wrong here, just how you feel with your heart that's all.
I do not have any answers, if I do, I won't be here right now. Perhaps I'm just doing myself in. Perhaps I must learn to stop listening to my heart and not let my feelings get the better of me.
