Fragile
This has been a rather unsettling week for me. Things are happening at such a fast clip that it is rather up to keep up. Also realised that my body and mind is finding it harder and harder to cope with the happenings that are going around me everyday. Age has slowly crept up on me without me realising it.
Received a piece of sad news on Wednesday. Feng Min has passed away. Even now, I find it hard to accept the fact that she's gone. I must admit, I do not know her very well nor for very long. She was a friend during a time when I was having a great deal of difficulties in my life. Her cheerfulness was something that lights up my days of darkness. Her unexpected little gestures that touches my heart. She's someone I will remember always though the times we knew each other is short.
Work-wise, things hasn't been really a bed of roses. I am kind of disappointed with the management team with the way that they are dealing with things and issues. Suffice to say that I will probably not stay very long with the company if things continue this way.
I know that sometimes it is always better to look at the bright side of things and be thankful of what I have and cherish every moment of my life. I have been trying my best but it is not always easy and with the way things are shaping up, its just going to get harder. Makes me wonder if all this is really worth it.
Feeling so drained, the chisel of life has slowly chipped me down. No longer am I sure of why I am doing what I'm doing. How I wish this chisel will be able to break me away from the chains thats tying me to the ghost of the past.
p/s: Feng Min, I will always remember you. May you rest in peace.
Received a piece of sad news on Wednesday. Feng Min has passed away. Even now, I find it hard to accept the fact that she's gone. I must admit, I do not know her very well nor for very long. She was a friend during a time when I was having a great deal of difficulties in my life. Her cheerfulness was something that lights up my days of darkness. Her unexpected little gestures that touches my heart. She's someone I will remember always though the times we knew each other is short.
Work-wise, things hasn't been really a bed of roses. I am kind of disappointed with the management team with the way that they are dealing with things and issues. Suffice to say that I will probably not stay very long with the company if things continue this way.
I know that sometimes it is always better to look at the bright side of things and be thankful of what I have and cherish every moment of my life. I have been trying my best but it is not always easy and with the way things are shaping up, its just going to get harder. Makes me wonder if all this is really worth it.
Feeling so drained, the chisel of life has slowly chipped me down. No longer am I sure of why I am doing what I'm doing. How I wish this chisel will be able to break me away from the chains thats tying me to the ghost of the past.
p/s: Feng Min, I will always remember you. May you rest in peace.
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