Confused ...

Getting really confused, no longer sure what I want and where I'm headed. Getting caught up in the flow of events which swept away any semblance of control and sanity. Caught in the turmoil of waves and of uncertainty, tumbling and rolling head over heels not knowing when its going to be over.

Are things fine status quo? or should I try to change things? Being Indecisive is the worse kind of situation to be caught in, cause you know you will lose all options eventually. Achieving neither and end up feeling the regret and torment of not making the decision earlier.

Really wish for all these to be over. Regardless of the outcome, let it be over.